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[xxdeadline]

I translated the diary of Taeyeon that she wrote at ChinChin. I really want to hug her. All the girls are just tired and working endlessly. I want their comeback to be later maybe even the middle of next year because seeing Taeyeon like this makes me so sad and I am really worried about her. If being leader she feels like this, I wonder how the other members feel these past months...

The translations aren't 100% accurate but it's close.
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After all the schedules are done for the day, I went back to the dorms.
The girls were in their rooms doing their own things:
some were watching TV in the living room, some were listening to music while cleaning their rooms, some were calling, etc etc.
Even though I also wanted to do that, I was just too tired so I threw myself onto the bed
and thinking "Tomorrow I will have to also work hard" and I closed my eyes.

And that lasted for an hour, but I still couldn't sleep.
Feeling uneasy, I still closed my eyes and tried to sleep.
Two hours...three hours..ticktock, time was going by
I finally kicked off my blanket and went to the living room.
Went to the bathroom and then flipped through channels.
Went to the kitchen and opened the refrigerator and looked around..
Ah..it's been like this for a couple of days. I couldn't sleep well for a couple of days...
Isn't this insomnia?
Even though my body is so tired like it's dead, even though thinking that closing my eyes would let me sleep, but it just doesn't work. Washing myself that is good for sleep or drinking warm tea was still no use.

Is there anyone that said to me..
"Don't think too much..just forget everything..."

Every night I always worry and I don't even know what I'm worried about.
Having so much worry and ideas, feeling depressed to the extent I can't sleep.
**"Strangely, even though I spent the whole night worrying about what will happen tomorrow, I expected that day to just go by really quick...like systematically. However, it doesn't seem like that either."**


Emptying out my heart, whatever happens later, I'll think about it then.
Yeah, like this Taeyeon ah!
Sleep, please sleep a bit
No...it's please let me sleep a bit~

** - Thanks to Cathode for the translations
Credit: SNSDChina

Edited by xxdeadline, 09 November 2008 - 06:19 PM.

[soshi_tae]

ah.. poor taengoo~
she really tired and then she has insomnia?
she really worked too hard...
dun worry abt evrythg taeng.. just sleep n forget it..
poor her..

>.<

thx for the translation anyway...

[octi-eww]

Mannnn, Taeyeon-ah T-T She feels depressed ?
I didn't know she had that much weight on her shoulders. I never had insomnia but when you do, I know that someone must have a lot on her mind indeed. Being at her place, there's surely so much to worry and think about. I feel sorry Feel better and please ... don't take sleeping pills T_T If you do, be careful.

Thanks for translating this.

[ninikins]

aaww taeyeon ><
idk what to say T_T poor baby ><
being the leader is tough, but i didn't know
that it'd be this tough for taeng... *sigh*
i just hope she's fine...

Thanks so much for translating this.

[Keiko1812]

OMG I had insomnia before. And it's the worst thing you can get T__T
I know the feeling when you've just so tired but when you get to bet your eyes cannot keep shut and everything is so quiet that you even hear your own heartbeat
Poor my Taengoo soo much. She must stress out a lot these day
Please relax a little bit and keep healthy first ><

[You're Not Kim!]

Aww I hope Taengoo can sleep soon
She should get some sleep lessons from Sica XD
aww but i really hope Taengoo gets better
Idc if they push the comeback til next yeard XDD just be healthy (:

Thanks a lot for translating this too.

[eunsoo]

gosh. poor taengoo ah! T-T i can felt it too...insomnia.. aish. its really hard. >< taengoo ah, please dont worry too much & everything will be fine. huhu.. hope taengoo can get more rest... thanx for the translating this...

[rozeng122]

aww taeyeon must be really stressed out.
i didn't know that's how she felt by looking at her.
i feel really sad to know that that dork can't sleep at night.
she sounds soo tired and it makes me think about what they are doing to comeback.
she has pressure on her too because she's the leader
i hope she gets better and sleeps.
i don't care anymore, as long as they are healthy and fine then that's okay.
we still see them on shows and stufff, it's not like we don't see them

[Rhea]

depressed taeng?! ;____; aww mann poor leader. gahh i've had insomnia too and i really hope that she feels better.. it saddens me to know that she can't sleep, that she's depressed&sad and what not T_T feel better taeyeon-ah! fighting~ and thanks for the translations, yo! =)

[tengpy]

Oh ! >< ! Taengoo feels depressed ! Wat's wrong wif her ??? I think that being a leader makes her have a lot of pressures ! I do worry abt Taeng's health now ! Hope she will be okie !

[econxp]

taeyeon umma!!! i really want to hug her....hope she feels better, forget the comeback date, we need all 9 to be healthy first.

[Jubin]

awww Taeyeonni...
insomnia sucks, i've had it before too.
she should really just relax and chill. meditate or something.
i hope she gets better soon and gets some sleep. SLEEP IS GOOD!

Taeyeon unnie, hwaiting!~

[cathode]

*(..) - this part I didn't know how to translate.

"Strangely, even though I spent the whole night worrying about what will happen tomorrow, I expected that day to just go by really quick...like systematically. However, it doesn't seem like that either."


More:
TY: I listened to some classical music, hoping it would help me go to bed; However, it didn't help me at all.
Kangin:That's because classical music doesn't have lyrics.
TY:I even listened to other classical music which has lyrics.
What did I do...I even tried to read..
Kangin:Taeyeon, are you really stressful these days?
TY:Yes. whole lot
...

-o-....T_T

[a-flirt]

our poor ummaa taeyeon ahhh
man i got teary reading this and like you i really just want to give her a hug
taeyeon ah, I hope your insomnia gets better >_< you need to rest
aishh >____< taeyeon hwaiting! snsd hwaiting!
serious if you girls need to postpone second album to rest, DO IT!


thanks for translating =]

[x1tzc1ndy]

oh my..i never expected her to have this much load of stress weighted down on her these days. depression? thats just a scary word to even think about...im sure the other members are trying to help her through this. and hopefully they'll find a way to cure (for lack of a better word) it. imagine not getting any sleep and having chinchin and performances. poor umma. by now i really dont care about hte album, im def. more concerned about her health. lets all hope for the best :\

thanks for translations!

[hobobobo]

Poor Taeng, maybe this is why she got sick that one time. Sleep is nice Hopefully it was only a one night thing, otherwise the stress would really build up.

[sLaVe3]

Insomnia is a serious problem
I hope she knows how to take care of it and take care of herself! I wonder if the other members (esp YoonA... if she's ever there T_T or SooYoung) notice that she's not getting any sleep.

It should be treated properly and not ignored or be solved by itself... because it can lead to fatigue or worse, depression >.> The older you are, the harder it is to get rid of insomnia and the worse it is [the symptoms and effects are].

she probably doesn't want to get it checked out because she thinks it's either nothing or thinks she's too busy and taking time out to go to a doctor might put more on her schedule and stress her out.

-sLaVe3

Edited by sLaVe3, 09 November 2008 - 04:19 PM.

[Kero_kEiro]

aww...jeez...
Taengoo TT...i wanna go up to her and hug her...
what kinda worries and stress she goes through as a leader...
we won't really know for sure...
i hope the other girls take notice and takes care of her well...
hope she's able to get her sleep too~
Taengoo ah~ don't stress yourself out..

[Shitro13]

o wow i feel back for her
i kinda went through the same thing but
prolly not as bad as her sounds like shes goin through
a lot of anxiety which causes the insomnia she needs another
vacation, but what that person said was right just dont think
but being leader i guess she can't... actually this is probably why
she got sick cuz she wasnt taking good care of herself

[tranceid]

Huhuhuhu she's been thinking a lot and stressed her out T___T I feel sorry for UmmA~ >.< I wish I could go there and help her with her insomnia T__T or maybe sing her a lullaby~ ^^;;;

Waaaahhh I know a perfect solution for that~ She can play my Maple Story character (surprisingly, my char's name is TaeYeonnie, and she looks like UmmA fully~ <3), and look for rare items~ haha I'm sure she'll fall asleep while doing some hunting ^^;;;

Take care of yourself UmmA~ As you guys said, yeah, I rather have the 2nd album delayed until mid next year, as long as UmmA gets better with her insomnia T___T Get well soon UmmA~ yuri loves you so much <3

--yuri-- *^^*