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[ak6c]

Taeyeon's Diary. 2009.02.21 Saturday

Because of an early schedule, I was very rushed since this morning.
Despite being early in the morning, there were lots of cars outside still.
Seoul, a city full of cars and high buildings everywhere...

Even though it's very busy and chaotic,
people still do everything they have to do, from crying to laughing.

While riding in the car, we were almost at the broadcasting station and were driving around the building...
Looking closely at the very top of the building, I noticed two bird's nests built there.
Looking at the bird's nest, I started thinking about a lot of things.

If one twig falls from that bird's nests, will the entire nest collapse?
If it does collapse, what will happen to the baby birds?
The mother bird will probably be really shocked?
Sigh... it's built too risky.

To make that bird's nest, I wonder how many times the mother bird had to fly
all the way to the top, back and forth carrying a twig...
I wonder if it dropped any twigs while building the nest...
Different thoughts like this entered my head.

Because it was scared of humans and wanted to stay away from any harm,
she probably built her nest all the way at the top.

Even though you see bird's nests everywhere,
a lot of thoughts went through my head after seeing it today especially.
For some reason, it kind of reminded me of myself...
I would like to go somewhere high up like that too and be in my own personal space.

Don't disturb (that bird's nest)...

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[Ghost]

Tae is such a deep thinker... wow. Now she's getting me thinking about life.
This makes me sad. D: Knowing that she's going through a bunch of troubles right now.
Be happy! Don't be sad anymore. T-T

[octi-eww]

Don't be such a loner, Tae T__T It's not good for your health.
I'm so glad she's got 8 other gals to talk to, she's had a lot on her mind lately ...

Gosh, after studying all day, you're making me dizzy again, Taeng >_<

Thanks Caleb for translating !

[ak6c]

Listening to Taeyeon's diary is a lot better when you can listen to the BGM chinchin plays while she reads her diary...
Unfortunately, I lack the skills to upload a cut on YT ._.

[hiD]

awwwww this diary is really cute, i love it when she randomly thinks too much about only one bird nest. Garh and feel like she really wants so isolates herself from other human being in general.

[lksmjcnt]

taeyeon seems to be deeply thinking about things a lot of random things lately.
she seems so sad/down lately. hope she's not stressing out about anything.

[KsDreams]

I love reading her diary because it makes me feel closer to her but at the same time,
it makes me depressed cause most of the time her diary has this sad feeling in it and that bothers me
cause I don't know how she is feeling...is she happy or not?
In general, I can see the girls being happy right now with GEE success but TY is the one that worried me the most.

It's not unusual to read fans comments about TY looking sad or depressed...maybe she has always feel like this since their debut but she was capable to hide it until a few months ago.

[byzantine1010]

ooh. taengoo umma is just so mature. and i guess thats one
of her charms. theres just something deep inside of her.. then again
i wonder if theres something wrong..or maybe shes too tired?
i hope everythings okay. saranghae taengoo umma<3


thanks for translating!

[qingy_Taeyeon]

wuli Taenggu Come to be a thinker again~~~
She always made me think deeper & made me a little sad about this girl who I am loving so much!
Taenggu ,be happier please!
But you can alway be a thinker~~hoho~~~~

[poinakajima]

such a keen observer.. very very smart..

she thinks very deeply.. and imagine things.. how cute of taengchan..

i wonder how smart she is.. or her IQ..???~~

surely it's high.. anyways,, thnks for sharing~!

TAE is ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

gee~ baby~

[repliforce]

hmmm she's thinking deep, taeng. i wonder if that nest thing symbolizes insecurity in taeyeon's heart. i think the stress are getting to her slowly now, she looks gloomy again these days. that girl needs a proper rest... poor taeng *pats her head*

[BeLLisima]

sigh tae why you still feeling like that
but yah i can see how she's now kinda loner >.<
i think she really need time to rest and just be alone give her time to figure things out bout whatever she's dealing now

[Anny]

aww taeng
such a deep thinker ^^ I like that side of her =]
she's so mature keke and yet so cute and dorky
hope they will give her more time to rest ~
thanks for sharing ~

[blueserin]

wow, tae always writes/thinks like that ey
she dont look mature and all, sigh, wonder how she is doing these days

[Kero_kEiro]

hmmm...this girl is thinking way too much lately
she's probably pressured again from work..and wanna be left alone just in her own little world and take a break from everything...
i have similar experiences..
hope she'll stay strong and move on~

[yien_luvsoshi]

she thinks very deeply..whoa..but i'm not surprised. It's prob her deep thinking that cause her slight insomnia prob. I guess Taeng wants her space and is kinda tired of ppl always judging her every move. You know what i think? I think Taeng can be a good lyricist..XD thanks for the translation.

[x1tzc1ndy]

She seems to have a lot going through her mind these days, especially with these deep thoughts. Oh Taengoo, at least she has this diary and the 8 girls to let these thoughts off her brain. Its not surprising though with her career to want to kinda block off everyone and just hide in her own space for awhile

[ToeY wIth lovE]

i think she must really really misses her home (i think)
wow so amazing she really like to write a peom kuku!!!
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taengoo onni won't disturb the birds nests^^

[m4rshmall0w]

Could this girl really be the same dorky leader from SNSD? Sigh. Our leader Tae-Tae is feeling emo again. I noticed she haven't been herself lately on shows and short interviews. I think she just wants to get away from the celebrity life for a bit. It just sucks for celebrities to know that there's so many people out there watching their every move and criticizing them on almost everything. I'm glad she can be able to sing her heart out and have the 5 minutes talk at night with the girls to relieve some stress. The girl is strong, i hope the stress goes away.

Thanks for the translations.

[yukinOrave]

Taeyeon thinks so much.. uhm, i know everyone needs her own personal space..
even birds.. now everytime that I'll see bird nests.. taeyeon would be the first that'll enter my mind.. LOL
anyways~ i hope taeng finds some quite place to think of her own personal thoughts.. so that she won't be bothered anymore..