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Posted 01 March 2009 - 02:45 PM
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I just came back from the recording of Inkigayo...
And as many of you know already.. I saw Taeyeon's tears.
Even though they won 1st place numerous times, she holds in her tears inside her heart...
Even in front of fans, while the other members cry, she quietly holds in her tears with her throat...
When that child started crying while singing on stage today..
My heart felt really sad.
You don't know how many times I yelled out 'Taeyeon, you can do it' inside my heart.
Hm... I can't tell you exactly why Taeyeon showed her tears today.
But if I can explain just a little about Taeyeon's feelings from what I saw and felt today,
I don't think it's because she sang 'Dear Mom'.
I don't think it's because her emotions burst out while thinking of her mother either..
Of course, whenever they sing this song, she'll think of her mother and parents.
But I still think think that Taeyeon isn't someone who would show her tears on stage because of that..
She sang this song on other stages too before..
All of a sudden, it reminded me of Taeyeon whose condition didn't look too well since yesterday's Music Core.
I just thought simply it was because she was worried about Fany's injuries..
Even today while recording, her expressions didn't look too well ever since she walked in.
At first, it looked like Taeyeon and Yuri weren't in their best condition.
Taeyeon's expressions made it look like that and Yuri, who normally laughs and jokes around a lot, looked very tired..
They seemed okay up until the camera rehearsals..
When they first started recording, Taeyeon looked very weak.
She lost her voice strength and couldn't keep her pitch up until the very end, and eventually lost her beat..
So she wasn't able to finish her part and soon after wards, the recording was stopped.
Taeyeon put out an embarrassed smile while apologizing and had a couple of drinks too..
She tried calming herself down and the second recording started soon after that.
But since her body condition wasn't the best, it's probably not easy to recover from a such a short break.
She looked tired already from singing the first part of the song..
Eventually, she wasn't able to sing (live) as she wanted to, and put her head down.
I felt worried.. and when she raised her head after that.. she was crying..
Fans who saw this were all shocked, and it seemed like amongst the members, Sooyoung noticed this first.
Halfway through the performance, Sooyoung gave a worried look towards a staff..
It looked like they were going to keep on recording but because of Taeyeon, who sang while she cried, the recording was stopped once again..
All the members looked surprised. Yuri and Seohyun who were standing the closest, went over to Taeyeon to cheer her up..
Tiffany, who was sitting down since the beginning, got out of her seat and tried walking towards Taeyeon as well..
Hyoyeon then hurriedly came down and stopped Tiffany, since it would've been hard to climb up the stairs..
The staffs came over and wiped her tears, asking if she was alright.
Taeyeon tried to put out a smile while trying her best to hold in her tears...
The moment Taeyeon started crying and the moment after that when she started singing..
It looked like she really wanted to do this perfectly, she thought she could, but it wasn't working out the way she wanted it to be.
She knows what she has to do, and she's trying her best..
but her body wasn't listening to her.. and those tears seem to come from frustration for only being able to do half of what she wanted to do. That's what I felt from looking at Taeyeon..
Looking at Taeyeon cry, Sooyoung started tearing up too, and Sica said she was starting to cry as well..
Tiffany sat down on her seat again and looked like she was trying her best in not crying too..
For those of you who has seen the 7080 concert, they really sang Dear Mom perfectly.
Our girls are pros... I'm sure they get emotional while singing, but they won't cry on stage because of that.
I was upset more than anything because Taeyeon's condition didn't look too good.
That disappointment when you can't sing the song you really like.. that frustration when you can't do it even though you give your best.. I think that's why she started crying TT_TT
It's not she couldn't sing it because she cried, she cried because she couldn't sing it..
Looking at Taeyeon, I kept on yelling out 'You can do it' inside my heart..
In the end, Taeyeon really gave it her all in finishing the song..
I know she was full of disappointment and frustration.. but I couldn't help but clap.
Coming down from stage, with teary eyes, she said goodbye to the fans with the other members..
I felt really emotional then..
I wanted to take take her to her dorm and have her rest for a couple of days..
I can't imagine how bad her condition must've been, how hard it must've been to sing, for her to cry in the end..
Seeing her try her best until the very end however, I wondered how she's able to do such a thing even in her current condition and was amazed and proud of Taeyeon..
I realized again.. that Taeyeon is a child who can accomplish anything she wants to.
And I really hope Taeyeon doesn't feel sick like that again.
I don't know where and how it's hurting, but I hope that she doesn't get sick anymore.
Both her body... and heart... as well as the other members.
Taeyeon is a girl who always holds it in and doesn't express it very often.
That worries me a little...
Looking at Taeyeon today, I changed my cell phone background again.
To that Taeyeon who yelled out 'I can do it!'
I know yesterday was tiring, but I believe the you today will be better.
Try resting whenever you can during your busy schedules, and try eating more healthy foods too.. stupid TT_TT
This unni gets sad whenver you become like this.. really.. sigh..
Taeyeon, you can do it!
I'm always thankful... love you
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Posted 01 March 2009 - 02:48 PM
Posted 01 March 2009 - 02:55 PM
taeyeon T____T;
hope she feels better soooooon
this fanaccount just broke my heart a little.. lol ;
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Posted 01 March 2009 - 02:55 PM
Not JUST Taeyeon, but everyone else too!
But. This makes me a little happy though.
At least she cried. It would have been worse if she kept bottling it until it got really bad.
Cheer up Taengoo. You have S♥ne and your group members with you!
지금은 소녀시대 앞으로도 소녀시대 영원히 소녀시대
영원히 너와 꿈꾸고 싶다
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Posted 01 March 2009 - 02:59 PM
소녀시대 . 윤율 & 제티 . 박재범
Posted 01 March 2009 - 03:00 PM
I agree with Myevery nim here, I do think the reasons behind her tears is her frustration at herself.
We all know that even if TY is a very strong girl, she is frail and her condition varies quite easily.
thanks Caleb for translating, and Myevery Nim for always telling us her experiences.
dear Taeyeon, you can do it!
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Posted 01 March 2009 - 03:03 PM
To push towards your limits and over it is what we all strive for. That is what I think Taeyeon was experiencing during this performance. Correct me if I am wrong.
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Posted 01 March 2009 - 03:04 PM
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Posted 01 March 2009 - 03:04 PM
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Posted 01 March 2009 - 03:11 PM
I don't know how many time I've said this but it just not seems enough. I love Taengoo for striving to be perfect but I don't need her to be perfect to love her. She never fails me one bit. Even the best singer in the world has to make mistake sometimes. All I want is Taengoo all smiling and energetic. TAengoo jjang!~ sarangahaeyo
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Posted 01 March 2009 - 03:22 PM
Oh, Taeyeon. Please feel better soon. I want to hug you. T-T
Posted 01 March 2009 - 03:37 PM
i hope she gets better and doesn't go overboard with all the work going on...
thanks for posting this soy and caleb for translating~
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Posted 01 March 2009 - 03:42 PM
Posted 01 March 2009 - 03:55 PM
I still can't watch the Dear Mom performance because I keep crying just looking at the pictures alone. Things like that make me tear up so badly and after reading what went on with unnie as well, I don't think I could watch it just yet.
I don't know why but I'm speechless after reading this. Like I don't know what to say that could make things better than praying for her and wishing she's alright. Her frustration is completely understandable and I sometimes wish she wouldn't be so hard on herself, but that's how she is. I really want to hug her right now so bad..Taeyeon unnie FIGHTING!!
Thanks for translating Caleb and Soy as well for posting.
Posted 01 March 2009 - 04:17 PM
Taeng is such a super great kid leader.
She can't hold it in this time but I think she don't have to hold it in.
We all understand her and will be there to cheer her up.
She try her best every time when she's on stage.
She is the one who really love singing but this time she can't do it perfectly because of such condition so she cried.
Taengoo... we believe in you. You can do it!!! You can do it!!!!
Whenever you don't have strength, we wil give strength.
Fighting!!!
Taengoo jjang!!!!
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Posted 01 March 2009 - 04:59 PM
I dont know what more can i say to her.. just feel really want to hug her. ><
And, hope she feeling better right now.. Taengoo ah, Hwaiting!!
Anyway, thanx to caleb for the translations and thanx too soy for posting this.
Posted 01 March 2009 - 05:51 PM
She must really miss her mother.. Thanks for translating Caleb~! ^^
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