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[lolly88]

Taeyeon's Secret Diary
2009, April 18, Saturday


Last year, around this time, i started being a DJ for this show. At that time i did not know anything, but a year has past by and now it is time for the one who has always protected me, DJ Kangin to go. In the beginning i would always wonder "will I get along with kangin oppa? " "what does oppa like? what does oppa hate??" and so i wouldn't be able to sleep. But soon those thoughts began to disappear, because we had a relationship like brothers and sisters born from the same stomach. Many people would look at us and ask "you guys are idols, U guys are young, what do u guys know? how good can u guys be?" but it was these times that caused us to fight harder and be better DJs for this show. Maybe it was because we were nervous, we made many mistakes that we didn't intend on making, but what was worse was that we had to watch each other be sad. But probably because of this we rely on each other more and become each other's support. Even though DJ Kangin is an oppa who is older than me by 5 years old, we act like really close friends and sometimes he acts like my dongsaeng and like that he stands besides me and gives me strength. DJ Kangin is leaving chinchin to me to take on my own, so sometimes i feel mad but on the other hand i feel that i have learned alot from kangin oppa in this past year and i hope i can take the good things i learned and become a better DJ. No, i must become a better DJ, right now i am still young, and i still have alot to do. I wil never forget this memory of being a DJ with Kangin oppa. Kang DJ, Kangin oppa, i love you and thank you!!!


Source: Baidu
Translated by: asian517 @ sj-world.net

Edited by Holly, 19 April 2009 - 11:25 AM.

[Galio]

it's soooooo sad TT ______ TT'
Taeyeonaa ~ himnaesaeyo
she sounds like she'd never meet KangIn again
but still .. i just realize how important KangIn really is to Taeng ~
i really like seeing them goofing around together .. so much fun
they went through all the good & bad time together, it's just .. sad~
well, hope everything would turns right for her
hwaiting taengoo!!

[lksmjcnt]

thanks for translating...
it's so sad. no more kangyeon cuteness at chinchin.
i hope taeyeon just doesn't get too stress out and overwork with her new responsibilities

[kira_lyf]

aw!!!!i feel really sad for Taeng!!
she will be a lone DJ soon.....
i think she will really miss Kangin!!
but hopefully this would be the start of a new and improved Taeng right??
well ...
thanks for posting this...
jjang!!!
GO TAENG!!!
you can do it!!
more power!!^^

[Oichi~~*]

TT TT

lonely tae tae

want kangin duo with tae so much ...

However, this is a good experience for taeyeon..

kepp fighting !!

[adrian]

what a heart warming entry..
hope that kangin comes back to chinchin soon.
i want to see the cute moments between kangyeon again!

[shizzles9]

I can't imagine how it must be like for Taeng right now, but she's strong and she has potential to be much more so i'm looking forward to watch kid leader blossom on her own. I'm going to miss the dorky moments with Kangin. It's true, I'm sure he's been protecting her however he can and I'm sure they've been through more than we know, but I'm glad she's taking it to her stride and working harder. Being a DJ isn't an easy job.

[blizzard77]

it's so sad T^T

SM's love is foever!
i like how they close with each other.. i thought taegoo must be really sad....
but anyway you must do you best to prove that you can do it !!

Fightint!!!!

Edited by blizzard77, 19 April 2009 - 04:44 AM.

[p00pie]

oh she sounded sad...writing that... thanking Kangin oppa and alll...aww im sad too... I love the chemistry the two had. they're both funny and dorky together...well from snippits ive seen wish kangin and taeyeon solo DJ ing well in the future...or maybe grab another soshi member to DJ together hehehe

[nikiwong]

T_T Taeyeon~shi sounds so sad....i really liked the Kangyeon action on ChinChin. Both of them makes it really interesting tho there were some problems along the way. But they managed to pull-through together, and that counts as something. Now that Taeyeon~shi's going solo, we should give her more support and love to grow as a DJ. I really hope that she's able to shine more on Chin Chin! Don't be sad Taengoo...we'll support you all the way!

:heartbeat: Taeyeon~shi Fighting!! :heartbeat:

[wobwab]

So Taeyeon is determined to be a better DJ. I wish ChinChin is not everyday T_T and become 2-3 days a week so that Taeng would not be exhausted or something.....
And I hope there would be a co-DJ to work with her soon, better be another SoShi member.

Taeng's writing is always interesting to me.
Thank you for sharing.

[SooRashi]

awww tae sounds soo sad that kangin is leaving. she sounds like she had sooo much funn with him on the radio.its cute that they gave strength to each other. they helped each other and become better djs. taeng wont ever forget about memories with kangin on chinchin, but no doubt she'll do well on her on as well.
Taeyeon hwaiting!
thanks for the translations

[MichTaeng]

)): Taengoo, don't be sad over it.
Do cheer up, i know it'll be lonely to host a radio program alone.
I know you can do it.
You've our support yo !!

Taengoo ! HWAITING !

[yukinOrave]

wow that is so touching a sercet diary dedicated only to kangin. TT
I will miss kangyeon indeed but Taeng is right, she must be better that is Leader Taeng's spirit! i love yo Taeng and Goodluck!

[envee]

Very sad T_T to see Kangin go. The bond that Taeng and Kangin has will never go away, but it may be sad to DJ the show alone and not see him as often anymore. Definitely depressing. Taeng is always thankful, <333. She will do a great job even if Kangin cannot be by her side anymore. Taeng fighting!!~!!!!!

[Tsuna]

Gosh I feel so bad for Taeyeon. She seems so upset about Kangin leaving her to DJ ChinChin on her own. Taeyeon, himnae. ):

[rembflower]

Awww, this is sweet. It is sad that Kangin is leaving, but he can't be DJ-ing with Taeyeon forever! ^^
Hope she'll be even stronger and if they have another person DJ with her, she'll form another special relationship. :)

[yoon_tae]

awww this is sad...she probably won't meet kangin oppa often now =/...cus he's not going to be a DJ anymore and she's not going to be in WGM! this is sooooo depressing =[ i hope taeyeon will be okay all my herself now!

and i never knew they were 5 years apart lol i always thought they were like the same age or something lol :sweatingbullets:

[yowie11]

awwww hope taeyeon keeps her "chin" up! ahahaha yeh i think her and kangin have a really close bond and she prob feels a little withdrawal with him leaving soon! They were so dorky but cool together ahahah

[@goSOSHIgo@]

aww man...... they really work and get along well together

Hope someday they would be able to work alongside each other again