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Yay! I found the Soshified accounts of Girls Generation! ^_^v
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After the sun's burn since November last year..
The darkened parts is still visible...
I've been using whitening soap
To whiten up just the dark parts. Lol
But it's still the same. Lol
And selca~ 
EDIT: More photos~
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sigh... ^__^ thank you... Anyway,
I think I found the middle ground again
"Finding my balance" as some people call it.
Not happy, not sad. Middle
Not nonchalant, not obsessive. Middle
Not too yin. Not too yang. Middle
I always strive for the balance in the middle
which Reminds me of the song "middle" . Lol
But it's not related.
Watching YouTube videos too as usual:
She is good, right?
I have been trying for years
But I'm still far from her skill level -___-;;
I think I lack both practice and talent.
So that means I must work harder.
But I'm doing other things -__-;;
I actually suddenly got a job invite from Google
They know, i can't do fixed time so they offered
a Flexible time but I still have to do a specific
Amount of time every week...
But how can I have the time for that -___-;;
But I'm still thinking about it...
I'm more interested in more connections
In the tech world rather than the compensation...
jya ne~
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Birthday greetings...
To kpop's 10, 10, 10, times 5
Perfect bombshell goddess
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Supposed to meet friends last Saturday
But I cancelled.lol
I asked for a reschedule on Monday...
Earlier today...
The friends went playing at timezone
I told them, I would eat...
They thought I'll eat a snack.
But I ate hotpot alone. Lol
One of them said it's a jerk move. Lol
Later in the night,
Just the three of us left...
Just 1 can of beer each
We tried inviting another friend,
But he could not come
Also,
Music right now is lifehouse
Why do you always want...
To save a jerk like me...
You're just always there when I need it....
I'm supposed to be the one doing the saving...
I even save myself...lol
Don't mind me too much...
Let me save myself................
Like I always do......................
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But thank you... I'm touched.
Anyway!
I'm like.... Just mumbling words
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I wanted to praise some people's beauty...
But I'll just make collective cheers
Aespa fighting~ Soshi fighting~
Also,
I like classical music,
I listen to it while doing work
In front of the computer...
Beethoven,.Mozart, etc
I can't concentrate doing work
When the music has lyrics. Lol
So classical music is perfect...
I actually studied classical music on guitar
I even had a teacher,
Now I forgot all about it. Lol
The teacher said that I can't do classical music
On classical guitar
While also doing rock or pop music
On an electric guitar...
Something to do with the fingers being disoriented...
I did not follow him and did both. Lol
So maybe that's why I did not master both. Lol
Also,
I'm not yet done...
With my rock music nostalgia. Lol
Back then, there were a lot of genre of rock...
Nu metal was one of my favorites...
The lyrics are bad.... very bad. Lol
I mean bad in the sense that it is evil. Lol
so Don't mind the lyrics
I was just enjoying it as a whole.
I found myself head banging like a fool
While foolishly dancing listening to them. Lol
After a long time...
But I should stop listening to them.
They lyrics are full of negativity. Lol
I cringe when I remember my younger self
Liking these songs
EDIT:
A lot of SONE are actually like me...
We were listening to rock music.. metal...
Then we saw SNSD... got curious...
Got dragged in..
And stopped listening to rock metal..
And started listening to "gee" and "oh". 
lol
lolInstead of growling and screaming like
What rock vocalists do...
We began singing " kissing you baby~"
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Sigh.... 
Anyway, my western zodiac:
EDIT:
An idol born on another cusp...
Ningie's western zodiac:
I hope ning gets better soon...
Karina too... feel better babies....
Winter baby and Giselle baby...
Take care of your members....
Aespa fighting~
Seohyun's new movie too... fighting~
EDIT:
Ningning might have developed an infection..
She should go to the doctor NOW.
An infection in the head area can be dangerous.
If I am in seoul right now
And know where she is
I Will go there and carry her to the hospital
Whether she likes it or not. Keke
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Because of my background,
I'm really curious,
And I want to watch
Holy night demon hunters...
As you can see in films or read in reports,
For catholic exorcism,
The priest needs the name of the demon..
In order to exorcise it...
Sometimes there are multiple demons
Possessing a person, sometime thousands...
And it is called a legion,
Also,
Seohyun looks beautiful in long black hair, right?
No malice, no feelings. Errrrr
I mean I'm just stating an opinion
That is most likely a fact
EDIT: Taeyeon too,
But she is more on the cute side
EDIT2: I remembered another song
from that golden era in rock
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Errand ting.
Just messing~
Also,
I lost some pounds...
But I'm still obese -___-;; lol
I know I said I want to lose fat
And weight slowly...
But it is too slow. Lol
like 1- 2 lbs per month. Lol
Also,
I was walking around
Earlier tonight..
And of course, I was also looking at the stars.
And the song stars by switchfoot
came to mind...
I started listening to it..
And a lot of other rock music
Of that era...
Probably the last golden era of rock,
For now.
It was nostalgic
Etc etc
EDIT: I changed the last song a lot of times. Lol
Can't decide. Lol
But I'm leaving it with SOAD,
One of my favorite bands back then...
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I think kids think that...
I am also a kid -____-;;
So they treat me like one. Lol
A big kid. Lol
an Over-age one.
Also,
Lol :
:Singing it according
To how I remember it.
I forgot some lyrics
Maybe I botched it.lol
This is the song:
Disclaimer: not singing it for anyone...
But if you are broken hearted or sad,
Then fine, it's for you chinggu
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Always grateful to taeyeon
for Always going here in PH
Thank you, thank you, thank you
Thank you, TY, thank you, TY, TY
Did I say thank you? Keke
I was really grateful as well
For being part of her concert
When she went out for re-encore
And suprised us and sang UR.
I was really touched
And was on the verge of crying keke...
I was covering my eyes
With my right arm
While trying to wipe my teary eyes as well.keke
Hey, you would be touched too
If you were there
After that concert, I was really emotional.
I ate a lot of junk foods to cope.
I think this is what they call..
Post-concert separation anxiety?
Some sort of depression after a concert?
It was even worse when I flew back home
I ordered an extra large pizza
And ate the whole box myself. Lol
While drinking, beer, whisky, and coke
While also eating more junk food chips
While watching videos of the concert
Alone All in one night...
I was messed up.
*thumbs up* it was a night to remember
I will give everything to taeyeon
Except my heart.
She does not want my heart anyway~
Good luck to her~ and fighting~
I wish you all the best my friend
Thank you idol chinggu
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나도 사랑해.
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Prayers to those affected
From the wildfires in korea
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